There is a certain urgency about her. Too much of an effort being expended to please, to be the fun one or the funny one or the one everyone has a good time with. I wonder where that comes from and my mind draws certain conclusions and imagines certain scenarios I know arent true. Or at least I have no reason to believe are true.
Her gestures are exaggerated, as is her voice, her intonation. I’m tempted to say it is an act but it would be wrong to say its not genuine. It is genuine. It is an unconscious or at least uncontrollable way of being. That isnt to say there is anything wrong with being as such. It is simply interesting to observe an exaggerated personality. I would like to know what more there is to it.
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I wonder how accurate my conclusions are about people. But then it is inaccurate in itself to draw conclusions at all because that is to assume a certain finality to who we are as people. Lets see where this new category takes us. I plant to keep on “studying”, people watching and such.
